It was Martyn who conceded the ridiculous HTB free early in the game wasn't it? That would have killed any confidence. No prior but still pinged really early in your first game, what would you be thinking after that? If you are playing your first game and are a bit slow with disposal and get caught you would be thinking, ok, faster game, need to adjust. But when you get tackled and have no prior and still get penalised you would have to wonder WTF is going on and start second guessing yourself.
The umpire need to lift their game because it is *smile* like this which wrecks the game.
DS